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Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating.
The little things you do to me are taking me over.
I wanna show you everything inside of me,
Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating.
My feet are stuck here against the pavement.
I wanna break free.
I wanna make it closer to your eyes.
Get your attention before you pass me by.
Back up, back up,
Take another chance.
Don't you mess up, mess up.
I don't wanna lose you.
Wake up, wake up.
This ain't just a thing that you,
Give up, give up.
Don't just say that I'd be better off.
Better off sitting by myself wondering,
If I'm better off, better off without you boy.
And every time you notice me,
By holding me closely and saying sweet things,
I don't believe that it could be,
You speakin' your mind and saying the real thing.
My feet have broke free and I'm leaving.
I'm not gonna stand here feeling lonely but I don't regret it,
And I don't think it was just a waste of time.
The little things you do to me are taking me over.
I wanna show you everything inside of me,
Like a nervous heart that is crazy beating.
My feet are stuck here against the pavement.
I wanna break free.
I wanna make it closer to your eyes.
Get your attention before you pass me by.
[disclaimer-]
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i can't be who you are
time out if everyone's worth pleasing
MAGGER-ROSA
Name: Magdelene Lim Yunyi
Age: 14 going on 15
Birthday: 25th June 1994
Gender: F E M A L E
Sexual Preference: M A L E S
"I am a strawberry butterfly barbie."
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friends
Strawberry Butterfly Barbie
Kristalynnie Booboo
credits
layout: (supervillain)
codings: inksplash
inspirations: minty-peach
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Sunday, May 24, 2009 @8:49 PM
When reality catches up with you.
I realised it's been a long long time since I last posted here and your birthday is NEXT MONTH shizzzz. Hahaha yes, I actually do remember.
Hmm. We haven't muttonised for a long long loooong time! (p/s muttonised is the mutton way of hanging out ^^)
Okay serious post already. You know, I really do wonder what I'm going to do without you by my side. (figuratively lah dey)
Imagine this:
1. Coming up a with lame joke and itching to tell someone who'll laugh and then suddenly just as you're about to text it over, you realise the person ain't available anymore.
2. Listening to 98.7fm when suddenly the song you both love comes up, and you just want to shout it across to her, but once again you realise, that the person is on another continent and there're probably hotter hits over there.
3. Getting screwed over by your mom and wanting to call someone up; somebody who'll understand because she's been through the same experience before, but you know that she probably has other friends now.
4. Being bored to death with nothing to do and you can't even text over a simple, adam lambert rocks kris allen's socks.
5. Just sitting there watching your bestest best friend fly away. Literally.
No more sleepovers, (not that we've ever had one but SOON! HAHAH!) No more spamming of lame jokes, no more starbucks rendezvous, no more camwhore sessions, no more this no more that no more love.
Okay I know you're probably O.o
but I kinda had some sort of argument w Peijia.
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:37:37 PM)
sorry lah, i didn't know ian's brother was the guy you were talking about what
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:37:40 PM)
i only knew he added you
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:38:03 PM)
then when you know hy you nvr tell me -.-
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:38:05 PM)
why*
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:38:17 PM)
when i know that he added you?
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:38:17 PM)
then why didnt you tell me that ian's brother addede me -.-
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:38:19 PM)
added*
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:38:23 PM)
cos i thought you knew what!
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:38:26 PM)
how i know you didn't know
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:38:33 PM)
cos you never gimme the guy's name
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:38:55 PM)
zz. nvm forget it -.-
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:39:40 PM)
sorry lah :x
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:39:50 PM)
but you know aft that right.
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:41:53 PM)
okay i admit that after that i knew cos ian told me. thn when i asked him why, he said just to try. and he asked me not to tell you. so i thought it was okay, so i didn't tell you. thn after that i forgot about it. this is the truth
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:42:52 PM)
zz. okay. but srsly lah -.- why didnt you tell me. thats what that is pissing me off. you know yc actlly wanted to prank srsly mean stuffs on you w averil on your bday. i stopped him okay. just that i didnt tell you.
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:42:54 PM)
was a surprise
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:42:59 PM)
and i didnt allow him to prank you
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:43:14 PM)
and bcause you're my friend i dont want to prank you and bomb you w water bombs etc
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:43:34 PM)
thats why, like i'm sorta stopping them from carrying the prank too far. and you're like. ZZZZZZZzz. forget it.
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:45:58 PM)
cos i thought he just added you and that's all. ian didn't say that he was going to do anything. i thought add only nth much so it's okay what. yes i know about the birthday thing and i'm rly thankful. srsly. honestly. truthfully. but the most i can do now is say sorry, cos i can't go back in time and undo everything. so just, sorry.
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:46:25 PM)
nvm its okay. it doesnt matter alr. i'm no longer angry alr.
(!!)06 - |;_ † (♥) Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity/ says: (8:47:13 PM)
well i just want you to know that i'm sorry that's all
(!!)18 - Pei Jia says: (8:47:19 PM)
nah its okay.
But I don't really believe the last sentence. I don't know, but even though pj and i have been tgt since like, sec1, it doesn't have the kind of foundation we have. That's why I'm constantly like, eh wlao jess keep gg with peijia =.= or kheehui gg w pj! There isn't mutual real trust. And that's kind of sad. Sure I love her she's wonderful and she's a really really really great friend. But I don't know, our friendship is strong, but not that strong after all. (sigh)
There're times when we go out and we have nothing to say at all. It's so awkward sometimes. And I feel pressured to like, keep her entertained. But that's not exactly a friendship is it? I think a true friendship is when we can both keep quiet with nothing to say and yet have so much fun. From nothing we can come up with loads of stuff and that's what I think is true friendship. Like you and me. (and all other people with nothing to do ^^)
And although I seem as though I love 3h lots lots, sometimes I get really very very tired. Sure I do love them, but sometimes, I don't have the strength to keep up with them anymore. It gets real tiring after a while, because they're all so popular and stuff. And sometimes I really do wonder if I really belong with them.
I miss 2d a whole lot lot. And I really don't know what I'll do without you.
(Sigh.)Labels: Friendship, You
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